when things end

willingly 
or wrongfully, 
there’s no 
point in wondering 
or worrying 
whether things 
could have 
been better. 

you are only
owed a share 
of reality, 
a glimpse 
of your story 
and no matter 
how much 
of your seasons 
are binge watched- 
observing a life 
is not really 
being
or living 
or holding 
onto 
what’s 
alive.